Amanda’s Weblog

I hate when people take credit for something I did, even if it is something small.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

Strikethrough won’t stopppppppppppppp!!!

my kid’s middle name is going to be taylor in dedication of taytay :)

let it be known that we made peace on wednesday april 23rd.

If only I could sing and play guitar, I’d sing this to him.

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn’t I, Didn’t I tell you.

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No it’s never gonna be that simple
No I can’t spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I’m on your side
Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn’t I tell you

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can’t spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It’s not always the same
No it’s never the same
If you don’t feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

I’m like the world’s worst daughter in an un-loving family.

I love my mother so so much. But I just ignored her (like she does me a lot) and I don’t feel too happy. Okay, so I drove home which I’ve been doing for a while and we just make each soo mad when I drive. And then in CVS I brought in a 10 dollar bill for pens and a drink. She buys hair dye for herself a lot, so I wanted some and had the colour and everything. I didn’t have enough money. Let you know that they made me get a job at 14, I’m now 16. So I buy myself EVERYTHING. I never ask a lot from them. So I asked her if she could buy that one thing for me AND I would pay her back. She says no. So I just told her not to talk to me because I didn’t want her to make me even more mad.

Call me stupid, but I feel  like ever since I’ve gotten this job she hasn’t bought me a lot other then food and things that I NEED. I buy everything I want, and actually sometimes I buy myself things I need. But I’m not such a great daughter and she’s not such a great mom. It sucks. I hate fighting. I haaate it when she doesn’t come to talk to me when she knows I’m mad. I hate that. uuuuugggghhh maybe I’m just the terrible person who needs to chill. Maybe I’m just a complicated piece of shiiiit.

And if I’m wrong, there is no right.

I hate liking boys that are unavailable all the time, thaaaaanks.

moved on. I don’t even think about what’s his name at all anymore. I reeeeally almost hate him.

So new boy… thinks I’m cute. Unfortunatly he has a girlfriend. Buuuuut they can’t last fo’evaaa.

:)