Amanda’s Weblog


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May 5, 2011, 1:37 am
Filed under: cake

Haven’t been here in a while. Let me update my unconscious from my droid.
So since june of 2009… Hmm so much.
September of 09 met and started dating Anthony. Continued this up until recently I suppose, on and off. Met him at oak crest.
Needs to permanently be off. So unhealthy. But that’s love, blind as usual.
Anywho, my mom left in july of 2010. Yeah. I hated her for a while. Still have some sort of resentment towards her. I lost a lot of respect because of how she did it and the events afterwards.
I started working for BCPS in august of 2010, still there.
Still at essex, so undecided.

And now.
Here it is.
My wonderful Mom-Mom Mary.
She passed away.
I miss her, I miss the old her.
I just miss her period.
I love her.
So much.
Every time I hear a train, i’ll think of you and how you would say that it’s going to rain. And every time an ant got stepped on, that meant rain too :)
And getting mcdonalds breakfast with you, you loved those pancakes.
I loved playing with your keys because of those sparkly things that would float.
You’d sometimes get frustrated when I stood in your way in the pantry because it was so small ;)
We’d have tea parties and I would set up two place settings for us and ‘make’ us food as well as I could.

We could always hope to find you on our front porch, ’cause you lived across the street and all.

You always had pretzels available, along with a bottle of wine always.

You were so much of my life.
I still have you, and always will in my heart.
I took a lot from you.
I carry you with me.

I love you.

Forever in my heart you’ll stay, until we meet again someday.

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